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Filed under: — shootingstar @ 0243

It has been a rough journey all around and I am still finding new things as I treverse this world going 107000Km/h, a long ride around a glowing star.

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i am just a desaturated person in “this black and white but mostly grey and messed up” world

i have not climbed any tall mountains, looked at a beautiful beach sunset or went to the depth of sea. i did not travel to distance places or visited any parks close by. i was not aided when i was bullied or when a teacher asked me a difficult question but only laughed at.

i don’t see myself as pretty or stylish
; not outstanding, outlasting or outwitting…
but just plain normal.

i have not completed any artwork nor mastered any piece of music, nor did i finish any writing or reading any book, story, project that interested me at some point.

i did not come first in any events before whether it is running, swimming, jumping or gaming. i wasn’t awarded any medals, certificates, trophies or even a pat on the back. i wasn’t congradulated or seen in some of the group appearances only to disappear into the background.

i don’t hate deny my pathetic existence. these are only the smallest problems which i can achieve soon enough.
along with the patience of making the perfect wish.
i was, however, given opportunities to try try and try again.

and quite honestly, i just like to draw.

(and i lost in a simulated sword fight costing me a scar on my face down and an arm. when you fight, all your practices are gone)

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